My name's Hiccup. Great name, I know. But, it's not the worst. Parents believe a hideous name will frighten off gnomes and trolls. Like our charming Viking demeanor wouldn't do that.
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Hiccup’s words felt like hot needles. He just couldn’t believe it! He had been so alone for so long… And no one had seen him suffer. No one ever cared about a nobody like him…
But when the nurse came in, he looked at her before looking down. He didn’t say anything. He didn’t know what to say… He just wanted to be alone.

The nurse looked at Hiccup before frowning skightly, “I’m sorry. I think you should go for the day.”

"Yeah. Maybe I should." I replied coldly before leaving the room.
I walked over to the receptionist’s counter. “Have you been giving Jack his needed tranquilizers?” I almost snapped. The receptionist looked up at me before typing in her computer. “I dunno kid; I’m not in charge of that.” She said flatly, and it made me lean over the counter. I lowered my voice. “Listen bitch;” I stated, which made her look up at me. “Find out if they have been giving them to him and have the people in charge watch him take them. So help me god if I find out he hasn’t been given the proper treatment here You guys will have a lawsuit so fast it will make your head spin.” I snapped coldly. She glared at me before speaking. “I’ll see, what I can do.” She replied. “Make sure he eats, too. And by the way; I’m no ‘kid.’”
She just repeated herself before I stormed off and into the waiting room. Luckily there was a straight line through the waiting room that leads to the door, for when I walked in, I didn’t stop walking to let Aster know that visiting hours, for me, was over. “I’ll be in the truck if you still want to see him.” I said flatly when I walked past him, and didn’t stop when he asked me what happened.
The sooner I get home the sooner I can be alone.

Aster practically jumped from his seat, his eyes widening before running after him. “Whoa, whoa, whoa! What happened Hic?” He asked as he reached foreword, grabbing his arm. “Stop for a second!”

"No–" I struggled against his hand that firmly grasped my wrist. Panic set in, and I turned around only to see that it was Aster.
…good..
"Please let go." I asked; I was unaware that I had started crying as soon as the sliding doors shut behind us. "Please..he yelled at me; told me how I should stop being so selfish and that I was never there for him which is crap cause he was constantly shutting down my offers of help and I just.." I covered my face with my other hand and wept. "Please let go of my wrist.." I whimpered.

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I almost tripped over my feet as he helped me to the bathroom, but once I was in, I was doubled over the toilet within seconds. The smell of stomach acid loomed in the air as Jack soothingly rubbed my back, and when I was able to catch a small break, he told me that my symptoms were that of when I had Atticus.

I slowly lifted my head from the toilet to look at him. Drool dribbled down my chin, eyes watery, brows knitted together and delayed breaths made me in that moment. “…What are you trying to say..” I asked in a nauseated tone.

Jack frowned softly when Hiccup caught a break, wishing he could do something to help his husband feel better. “I’m just saying…i-it doesn’t mean you are but..” He sucked in a breath, wiping the drool and sick from Hiccup’s chin before diving into the deep water. “Could be another baby..”

My eyes widened at his premonition.
No. No no no no no I, I can’t possibly be able to handle that!
"I sure hope not…" I replied before another round of stomach bile made it past my lips. "I can’t; I can’t deal with two babies on my own.." I whimpered with my head in the toilet.

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He shook his head a little, but decided not to call out Hiccup’s lie. He knew that look. The very obviously ‘not okay’ look. But the sooner Jack backed down, the sooner they could get on their trip and relax and have fun. Right? Nodding softly, Jack picked up a couple of their bags, leaving Toothless for Hiccup to manage. Honestly, he fought the cat for more attention than he ever thought he’d have to. But the smile on Hiccup’s lips was well worth the littlw kitten’s stay. “Yeah, I think we’re good. You want to wait here? I can warm up the car first?” He offered.

I bit my lower lip, and almost reached out to stop him when he grabbed my bag in fear of the bottles clanking together, but it was too late. He already grabbed it and was carrying it effortlessly with one hand. Hopefully I put enough clothes in between each bottle to keep them from making noise.. I looked down at my feet, my head slowly trailing to the couch where Toothless was trying to paw at my thigh for attention. “No,” I said as I picked up his cage. “Let’s just go now. I don’t want to waste any more time.”

If anything felt off about the bags in his hands, Jack didn’t let on. No, the second the door opened was when they left behind the constant fighting and actually tried to be friends. Even if Jack had to ignore Hiccup’s drinking during their trip.

With a short nod, Jack gave Hiccup a smile, fishing the keys from the bowl beside the door. He’d put all his effort into this. “Fair enough.” Jack pulled the door open, and made a mental note to warm the car as soon as possible. “C’mon. I’ll get the door behind you.”

I nodded, and followed suit out of the apartment after shutting off all the lights.
The cold air bit at mine and Toothless’s bones as I sidled over to the car. It had snowed, so I had to be really careful with my foot.
That disadvantage made Jack catch up to me rather quickly, and we were barely halfway to the car by this point.
"I’m sorry;" I almost shouted over the wind, "I…my foot it, doesn’t do well in snow.." I explained.

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The pain in his voice, the way he tried to fight the tears back, and how he practically clung to Jack’s shoulder…Jack let out a soft breath, and reached forward, looping his fingers into Hiccup’s belt loops and pulling the punk toward him. One step, and another…and when Hiccup was all but sitting on Jack, scrawny arms lifted up and around, lacing behind Hiccup’s back. Jack laid his head against Hiccup’s stomach, ear pressed flat a few inches above his belly-button. Sometimes, Jack hated his secret angry streak. Granted, he didn’t have many episodes to hate but…Hiccup was right. If Jack listened to his anger…who was to say he’d walk away? “It’s okay. It’s alright, Hiccup.” he murmured, lifting his head enough to look up at Hiccup’s slightly red eyes. “I won’t do anything. Even if I’d really, really like to. I won’t.”

I was hesitant to comply to his wishes when he pulled on my belt loops, but I straddled his lap anyway. He rested his head against my torso and I cupped my mouth with my hand. My other arm dangled off his shoulder as hot tears spilled down my cheeks. Shallow, shaky breaths that Jack could most likely feel against his ear kept me in check; kept me from going into hysterics as I wept silently. With a big inhale, I ran my hand down my chin, and sighed as I angrily wiped my tears away.
The entire time, I stated at the wall.
I looked down at him when he told me he wouldn’t, and I cleared my throat before replying. “Pro-promise me. Never, ever, …go after him.”

Jack nodded gently, reaching a careful hand up and swiping at a stray tear Hiccup missed. It wasn’t right, Hiccup crying. It caused a pain in Jack’s chest and his mind screamed at him to never, ever let it happen again.Jack wanted nothing more than to hold Hiccup close, like he had back in the hospital, and make everything okay again. “I promise.” he breathed softly. “I promise.”

As soon as he promised, like clockwork, I was clinging to him.
I wrapped both my arms around his neck tightly; one hand fell to his back to keep him in place while the other kept his head secure against my body. I curled in, my forehead brushing against the hairs on his head as I enveloped him in a hug so tight; I was surprised he didn’t protest.
Regardless; I was grateful.
So grateful…

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Hiccup’s words felt like hot needles. He just couldn’t believe it! He had been so alone for so long… And no one had seen him suffer. No one ever cared about a nobody like him…
But when the nurse came in, he looked at her before looking down. He didn’t say anything. He didn’t know what to say… He just wanted to be alone.

The nurse looked at Hiccup before frowning skightly, “I’m sorry. I think you should go for the day.”

"Yeah. Maybe I should." I replied coldly before leaving the room.
I walked over to the receptionist’s counter. “Have you been giving Jack his needed tranquilizers?” I almost snapped. The receptionist looked up at me before typing in her computer. “I dunno kid; I’m not in charge of that.” She said flatly, and it made me lean over the counter. I lowered my voice. “Listen bitch;” I stated, which made her look up at me. “Find out if they have been giving them to him and have the people in charge watch him take them. So help me god if I find out he hasn’t been given the proper treatment here You guys will have a lawsuit so fast it will make your head spin.” I snapped coldly. She glared at me before speaking. “I’ll see, what I can do.” She replied. “Make sure he eats, too. And by the way; I’m no ‘kid.’”
She just repeated herself before I stormed off and into the waiting room. Luckily there was a straight line through the waiting room that leads to the door, for when I walked in, I didn’t stop walking to let Aster know that visiting hours, for me, was over. “I’ll be in the truck if you still want to see him.” I said flatly when I walked past him, and didn’t stop when he asked me what happened.
The sooner I get home the sooner I can be alone.

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It hurt me when he told me he didn’t want to get any better, and it definitely showed in my face, for it fell almost immediately. “But Jack…” I hesitated. “I don’t want you trying to kill yourself again..” Does he have a clue of how traumatizing finding him on the ground like that was for me..?

Jack pulled back, his gaze turned towards the ground as he frowned slightly, “I-I didn’t mean it like that…” He mumbled as he clutched his arms to his chest, closing his eyes. “I… I don’t want that… Well… No… I…” He shook his head, obviously getting upset by the mere idea. “N-Nevermind… I’m sorry.”

I dropped my hands when he pulled back. No longer hugging him, I decided to hug myself. The piano music long since stopped; the air was tense and bitter. It made me nauseous…or maybe that was the memories of seeing so much blood at once.
I shrugged when he said he was sorry and looked down. “I…I don’t want to lose you..”

Jack flinched before closing his eyes with an annoyed sigh, “Wh-why…? I just… I fuck everything up…” He grumbled. He felt like they were going in circles again, but… He just couldn’t get over it!

"God; Jack you know why." I replied in a slightly annoyed tone as I looked back up at him and made my arms fall. "I’m not going to have this argument again. I just.." I turned around, bowing my head and putting my middle fingers to my temples before sighing deeply, and dropping my hands. "I’m selfish and want you better; okay?" I said as I looked at him over my shoulder.

Jack groaned before sitting down on the edge of the bed, covering his face with his hands. “Maybe you should stop being so selfish…” He grumbled angrily. “Wouldn’t it have just been easier to leave me? Leave a nobody? It would have I bet…”

I turned around. “…You really don’t get it; do you..?” I asked in a calm tone.

"Obviously I don’t!" Jack snapped, tossing his hands down. "I’m pointless! I know! And stupid! So just tell me!"

I narrowed my eyes. “When you love someone, you will do anything to see them happy.” I said coldly. “You fight for them through thick and thin, through good times and bad times..and for you to just give up so quickly I…” I chuckled in disbelief and shook my head. “It’s hard to believe..how stubborn you are.”
I wiped angry tears from my face and sniffled. “If you don’t want me here, I’ll go.” I said as I backed myself slightly towards the door. “Cause I don’t want to make you even more upset.”

Jack glared up at him, tears fresh in his eyes. “I just didn’t give up randomly! I was having a hard time but did you even notice?! No! You didn’t! I was spreading myself thin for you and you didn’t notice!” Jack screamed suddenly, slapping his hands against the bed.

That was when the nurse came in with a tray of food, water and some pills for Jack. She blinked, looking between the two. “Is everything alright…?”

"I tried to help you! Multiple times, dammit!" I snapped back. "You refused to show it! Always all ‘oooh, I’m fine. Oh don’t worry about me, blah blah blah,’ when I was trying, so fucking hard! To get you to talk to me and you kept shutting me out like I was a stranger to you!! Don’t blame me for this shit; I trusted you to open up to me and you fucking didn’t and I don’t think you have a clue how bad that hurt me!"
A nurse interrupted me in that moment, asking if things were okay. My head snapped around in her direction; hot tears streaking down a scream-reddened face with bared teeth and a clenched jaw.
Did I really get that mad..?
"No–" I said, and covered my mouth before breathing slowly a few times to calm myself. "We’re fine. I…" I walked over and grabbed my phone, stuffing it in my pocket before looking at Jack. "Was just about to go; unless he wants me to stay."

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“He doesn’t have to know.” Jack muttered, fighting with the choice of how exactly he’d go after Kevin. “As far as he’s concerned, he’s dead for completely unrelated reasons.” Well, at least Jack was still thinking logically. But all this anger…Jack felt the red heat down to his bones, and he itched to do something (anything!) to make Kevin experience the hurt he saw deep in Hiccup’s eyes. The hurt that had been buried for too long, slowly eating away at the sweetest brunett Jack could ever know. He’d do anything to make sure Hiccup was safe and happy and…and that though scared him a little. But Jack wasn’t running away this time. “Hiccup..he won’t hurt you again. Not while I’m here.”

I watched him, my jaw slightly slacked the entire time as he spoke.
Suddenly, I got off the bed. “You really don’t get it, do you?” I asked rhetorically. “Kevin is insane, Jack. He will have you killed if you cross him too severely. Why do you think he has it out for me?” I asked before crossing my arms, and looking down. “He’s mad because I wouldn’t give him what he wanted..and took the title from him out of spite. If anyone deserves head of the Riders by example of mercilessness and knowing how to hurt someone, it’s him. I took it from him because I was angry at him for what he did…so I punched him in the temple and he went down. Since then he’s tried everything from bribes to threats to get me to step down.” I looked back up at Jack. “You don’t understand, Jack. He will stop at nothing to either get what he wants, or make sure he gets his revenge. If you try to beat him up; Jack he..” I put my hand on his shoulder. “He’ll come after you ten times worse than I ever could..”

He started slightly when Hiccup was suddenly off the bed and across the room. stomach sinking as he was explained the entity of Kevin. Still, it did nothing to quell the rage he felt, and how badly Jack wanted to wrap his hands around Kevin’s throat. But the worry and the terror in Hiccup’s voice, his mannerisms, the way Hiccup’s eyes were screaming for Jack to just BACK DOWN!!!, despite Hiccup’s own hate… Well, it wasn’t like Jack could hold his own in a fist-fight. “I wasn’t intending on beating him up, Hiccup. But…I-I get your point.” Jack worried his bottom lip between his teeth, a hand coming up to rest over-top Hiccup’s on his shoulder. “I promise. I won’t do anything irrational, alright?” But that won’t keep me from hating his fucking guts.

"No." I said quickly and shook my head. "You can’t– you can’t do anything. Nothing more than what has already happened." I said. "Please Jack I don’t want you getting hurt. You saw what he did to me by just a single punch now just.." I gripped his shoulder tighter as tears fought for room in my eyes. I never told anyone about this, and now that I have..all the repressed emotions are starting to peak. My voice was now softer; a whisper as I tried not to let the hot, salty liquid run down my cheeks. "Please.." I whispered.

The pain in his voice, the way he tried to fight the tears back, and how he practically clung to Jack’s shoulder…Jack let out a soft breath, and reached forward, looping his fingers into Hiccup’s belt loops and pulling the punk toward him. One step, and another…and when Hiccup was all but sitting on Jack, scrawny arms lifted up and around, lacing behind Hiccup’s back. Jack laid his head against Hiccup’s stomach, ear pressed flat a few inches above his belly-button. Sometimes, Jack hated his secret angry streak. Granted, he didn’t have many episodes to hate but…Hiccup was right. If Jack listened to his anger…who was to say he’d walk away? “It’s okay. It’s alright, Hiccup.” he murmured, lifting his head enough to look up at Hiccup’s slightly red eyes. “I won’t do anything. Even if I’d really, really like to. I won’t.”

I was hesitant to comply to his wishes when he pulled on my belt loops, but I straddled his lap anyway. He rested his head against my torso and I cupped my mouth with my hand. My other arm dangled off his shoulder as hot tears spilled down my cheeks. Shallow, shaky breaths that Jack could most likely feel against his ear kept me in check; kept me from going into hysterics as I wept silently. With a big inhale, I ran my hand down my chin, and sighed as I angrily wiped my tears away.
The entire time, I stated at the wall.
I looked down at him when he told me he wouldn’t, and I cleared my throat before replying. “Pro-promise me. Never, ever, …go after him.”